What a difference a week makes. Last week at this time I was a bit of a mess. I was still feeling a bit kicked down and dreading the start of the work week. Today, I feel great. I feel SO much better. All I needed was a week off to vent, think, and move forward. I got to spend the weekend doing some shopping and today was able to catch up with my cousin who I haven't seen in about a year! It was a good morning spent enjoying a hot cup of coffee, delicious bagel, and lots of funny stories.
I feel great about the week. I have lots of projects to work on and keep me busy and babysitting to entertain myself during the evenings.
I'm looking forward to next weekend so much to finally get to catch up with my best friend and really get back out there and have a great time. Next Saturday can't come soon enough. Until then, I have lots of things to do and if I have some spare time in between all of that, some extra shopping never hurts :)
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Friday, March 2, 2012
Trust Issues
After being caught off guard with my last dating run, I seem to have this looming fear that someone is going to pull a fast one on me again. I'm afraid that someone who is overly nice isn't really so nice and that someone who tells you everything you want to hear isn't being real. I know this is what happens when someone dumps you, but because I was so lied to, I don't know who to trust.
All this is coming to mind because I was invited out with a friend of mine that I met last summer. He invited me out to a party at 11pm at some girls house he knows. First off, is this sketchy? Secondly, do I really know him well enough? Trust issues, right? Of course my mom got mad at me for politely declining since I was so eager to get back out there, make friends, and have some fun. She was sick of me complaining that I didn't have any plans lined up for the next few weekends and when I had the chance to go out I declined. Yea, I guess that makes no sense, but in my defense I don't really know this guy who wants to drive me to a mystery location party so late at night. Am I wrong for being hesitant about going??
She is so mad for hearing that I'm not going tonight. I get it, but I don't. I guess I have to keep my trust issues to myself. New goal: Keep private life private when it comes to family. Everything is and will be good. No complaints, no sorrows, and no worries. Done.
All this is coming to mind because I was invited out with a friend of mine that I met last summer. He invited me out to a party at 11pm at some girls house he knows. First off, is this sketchy? Secondly, do I really know him well enough? Trust issues, right? Of course my mom got mad at me for politely declining since I was so eager to get back out there, make friends, and have some fun. She was sick of me complaining that I didn't have any plans lined up for the next few weekends and when I had the chance to go out I declined. Yea, I guess that makes no sense, but in my defense I don't really know this guy who wants to drive me to a mystery location party so late at night. Am I wrong for being hesitant about going??
She is so mad for hearing that I'm not going tonight. I get it, but I don't. I guess I have to keep my trust issues to myself. New goal: Keep private life private when it comes to family. Everything is and will be good. No complaints, no sorrows, and no worries. Done.
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