It's hard to believe that June is literally a few days away. I'm excited that the warm weather is finally approaching and here to stay! I still haven't purchased graduation pictures and I have a feeling it's going to be really weird to complete that final part for graduation. More so, it will be weird to finish my final class this summer. So far so good with it. Lots of reading and a good amount of papers. The commute is definitely a bit rough, but I think its a good distraction for the time being. On my days off from class I find myself (still) finding places for my college stuff, helping my family, and being a taxi driver for my brother. I think he has more of a social life than me!
I'm a bit disappointed that I have not seen anyone from school yet. I know some other "friends" have already gotten together and of course no invite for me. I really don't get it. I was never mean to them, yet they ignore me. It hurts my feelings. I thought I had a bit more faith in them. I know it really hasn't been that long (it sure feels like it for some reason) but I definitely miss school life and I don't want to lose friends. I'm hoping that its just the initial lull of the start of summer and the beginnings of job searching/money making.
It's scary that I have begun my job searching. I feel like I am just not old enough for this. Then again a neighbor didn't recognize me and thought I was a new neighbor--do I look old enough to buy a house?! I also saw a girl I graduated from high school with who already had two children. Wow. I didn't even know what to think. I guess it goes to show that you really do feel younger than you actually are.
Anyway, I'm hoping that summer continues on the right path. I always love this time of year and hoping with time everyone will be looking to get together and have some fun! I just have to continue to be positive :)
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