Do you ever have one of those days/weeks where you just feel like everyone is mad at you or against you? Do you ever have the feeling like you just cant please everyone and its become frustrating? Yea, that's me; except it seems to happen to me a lot. I feel pushed around at times. One minute I should be in 600 other locations entertaining 600 different people, but I cant. I am only one person and I can only do so many things. And I think that I need to learn to accept this and do the best that I can, but it still frustrates me. I know this is how the "real world" is. Tons of responsibilities and more things that need to get done in one day than one day can handle. I know I just need to breath through the rough spots, stay focused, and stay positive. I know I need to do those things at times, but the other times I'm looking for my "peanut gallery" for support. I'm looking for those around me to be just as positive and just as motivating as I am trying to be. But for some reason this semester I don't feel like my "peanut gallery" is all there and all too positive. Lately I feel like where are the jokes, parties, trips, card games, and FUN?? I know we all have a ton of work, but wont we all have a ton of work after we graduate? There always has to be a reasonable in between; plus all work and no play makes anyone dull. I don't know where I am going wrong. The rough part is that everyone seems to be in this blah mood. And that blah mood seems to be rubbing back on me. It also probably doesn't help that its freezing cold and everyone has the winter blues, which is why I cant wait for spring! It can't come soon enough! Plus I'm ready for flip flops! :)
I don't understand what happened, but all I know is that I need people to be a little less blah and a lot more fun! Lets hope that this happens and fast. I'm ready for smiles from everyone! :)
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