Lies

On a side note through all of the madness of finals, papers, and studying, I'm angry.  When someone tells you (with a smile) how they want to be friends after a break up.  And how things will be great and we will make things go back to the way they were prior to a relationship and then they can't even look you in the eye?!  This makes me mad.  This makes me lose faith in relationships, friendships, and people.  It makes me think why in the world did I spend time with someone I liked so much and devoted time to be with this person for them to just shut me down like that.  We were great friends and we knew a lot about each other in the end, which is then weird to just drop me down the toilet and lose everything.  I understand things are rough and we dont know where we stand with each other, but I am so okay with making small talk at a party and slowly bringing our friendship back up to speed.  There is no reason for him to ignore me, give me fake smiles, and not even look me in the eye.  How old are we?
This adds another reason why I can't wait to leave.  I'm done dealing with fake people, fake friendships, and people that back stab like that.  I never thought he would be the one to do that and I guess I was wrong.  SO wrong.  I have lost my faith and my trust.  Such a shame...